Randomly spurting out my thoughts has had a positive effect on my well being. My head isn't anywhere near as crowded as it was a few days ago, and after a major decision last night, my life is also not quite as crowded.
Wednesday, when I was supposed to be at the markets, the weather turned wet which favored a day for me in front of the computer invoicing. This is when I discovered that the client that takes up 60% of my time, actually accounts for only 20% of my monthly invoicing. Something was dreadfully wrong with this equation.
Then after taking a lot of crap with regards my work, and then writing it all up on here last night, I decided that life is too short to put up with this working relationship. I sent out an email and quit the portfolio.
Fear had kept me from doing exactly this for the past few months. Anger and frustration pushed me to the brink.
Today, we woke up early to visit the vegie markets at Flemington. We've stocked up on some great local produce and both Happy and I have a spring in our step, and a smile thinking about some of the new marketing strategies we are going to test out this weekend.
The client is still bumping around in the background trying to bring everything back to her and her needs - but you know, sometimes the right decision just feels good.